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in the portals series

I have been consuming books upon books (I am an let me learn reasons why personality type have Hyperphantasia) read published papers on lucid dreaming thru academia.edu and I like the idea about matter is compressed energy , I like what is happening the more I dig into things around emerging science of consciousness.., so eg have you heard of these tiny micro blackholes theory that they are everywhere? and then I think about 1st person essays I have read about nde say they are sucked up into a light tunnel, its a place I like to ponder is that one and the same (?), the zinc spark (for another post), it all has me pondering what a portal even is and how to think about both the sacred and the most mundane that happen in our days often back to back, I think the transpersonal is maybe simple(ish) but important, but I think that it happens like koshas the layers of personal existence, sometimes I often think the words we use are crude, like words dont do the thing we point at much justice, we just use a lot of this is like that statements. I want to go to the Kailash region in my lifetime